My Retibution — S.K. Lessly

They say people come into your life either for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. I had to agree.I married a wonderful woman. She enriched my life. She showed me the meaning of love and how to love. She became my lifetime, my forever. However, the love of my life was taken from me too soon and we never had a chance to see what life had in store for us.Losing her crushed my soul. I was lost. I turned cold, bitter, and if you asked my team, they would say I became moody as ever. My outlook on life, on love, had changed. I had zero interest in starting over. In finding love again. I didn't date. I didn't see the reason for women in my life but to fulfill my carnal needs.So, imagine my surprise when the ice around my heart began to crack the moment a phenomenal woman stumbled into my life.The problem was, I didn't want to let her in. I didn't want to take a chance on her. I didn't think I had to energy or the desire, but day after day, this woman began to pump life back into me. She challenged me, caused desire and need to flow through my veins once again.I believed in second chances, if deserving, but not when it came to matters of the heart. I had met and experienced life with my soulmate. And yet, how could that be if my heart and soul craved another deeper than I had ever experienced in my life?Is there such a thing as having two soulmates? I didn't think so. But maybe I was wrong.Here is my story...