First and Always — Rebecca Brooke

Everything seemed to have fallen in place for Aiden Cormack. As the lead singer of Violet Obsession, he spent his days living his dream. At night he went home to the love of his life, his fiancé, Christine. It had been a long and difficult road on the way to the altar, with regret that almost destroyed them. But Aiden wanted to put the past behind him and couldn't wait to see Christine walk down the aisle to him. Christine takes him by surprise a few months after their wedding. She wants to try for another baby, but Aiden's not sure he's ready to face the fear of what ifs again. The pieces of his life that had been held together so strongly, start to break apart. As Aiden tries to hold them together, the task proves impossible. Now, he's buried under the mountain of what was his perfect life and he's not sure if he actually wants to come to the surface or let it all take him under.