Checking It Twice — Meg Harding

A Carlisles novel 

Closeted professional hockey player Eric Belanger is falling hard for an out-and-proud male model. He's unable to resist Dorian's charm and pushing personal boundaries he never thought he'd cross. But Dorian is the kind of guy who deserves someone who isn't afraid to be himself. Eric's fears about what coming out will do to his career clash with the future he hopes to build with Dorian. He knows he'll eventually have to make a choice. 

Dorian Carlisle knows better than to date a man who wants to keep him a secret, but there's something about Eric he can't ignore. So he'll take the risk, and it'll be all right, because this isn't a forever romance. He's happy to live in the moment. But somehow, at some point, feelings sneak up on him and he's not okay anymore. At a breaking point, Dorian must also make a decision. Their time together will either be the start of something wonderful or nothing more than a happy memory.