When You Were Mine — Jordan Marie

I loved a boy.

Gavin Lodge.

He was sweet, gentle, kind and he made me feel alive.

Letting him go was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life.

A hundred times I wished I had done things differently.

A thousand times I wished I had gone with him.

A million times I wished he had chosen me.

I didn't. Neither did he.

Now he's back.

No longer a boy, but a man.

I can't love him.

It almost destroyed me once and I won't let that happen again.

That should be the end of it.

And maybe it would have been…

If someone wasn't trying to kill me.