An Empty Fist — Alexander Ferrar

Apparently, there's an unwritten rule that the chef who caters an orgy really shouldn't participate. He's just supposed to serve the food whenever people get hungry, and stand around holding one wrist with the other hand, all professional-like, for the rest of the night. And not look at all the fun he's missing. But maaaan it's not easy. Especially when the girl of his dreams is there.